lost.

I'm really sorry that I have not posted in a while. You know how technology can be sometimes... this blogger site wasn't working so I couldn't even log in to my account. I was freaking out because I thought I had lost access to this blog forever! I was really disappointed by that... :(

Right now, in terms of Trich... I'm a little lost in the chaos. I'll think about Trich and try to stay away from it, but for the most part it is not on my mind. That is not to say that I don't pull, but rather I don't realize it or if I do, I seem to not care. After all the progress I have made, this is a sad state... but sadness is not the word that I feel best describes this time. I believe "lost." is the most accurate way to depict it. I need the Great Shepherd to guide me back to where I should be, lead me back to the fold, and remind me what my purpose is... because I am lost.    ...and longing for a home.