Would it make it worse? Could this make it easier? What will they think of me when/if they notice? How can I be an example to these girls if they find out about it?When I arrived, things were not what I expected at all... I was busy (not that I thought I'd be bored or anything) which meant that my hands were busy doing other things, not pulling. I also had some great accountability from the very girls I was leading. I love them so much! The Lord really used them to minister to me and I still pray that I was able to touch their lives even the tiniest percentage of how much they touched and impacted mine!
Anyway, now I am in a new phase of life again:
- A great friend who was so very helpful with Trich is no longer a part of my life.
- Another will be far, far away soon...
- I'm no longer taking classes, but teaching classes!
- My schedule has vastly changed, giving me less time simply sitting but also making it harder to be with friends and get that accountability.
- Things are hard at church...
- I lost my grandfather last spring (maybe that's why I stopped posting actually).
- Things have been hard for my family ever since.
- I had some difficulties and misunderstandings with one of my close friends.
Due to these things, I have had plenty of really bad times and some that are much better.
Currently, I am doing ok. Not my best, but the Lord is helping me through. Teaching is helping, because I'm always concerned about my image to the students and my mentor who is guiding me as I learn to teach. It's also helping because we're super busy and usually playing an instrument.
Thank you all so much for your prayers! Hopefully I will post more regularly now so that God can use my struggles to minister to you. That's all for now about the life of a Modern Day Tricha...
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